Hi Katie,
After going through a lot of the same process of exploration that Katie did, I had a strange epiphany of sorts: It was as if Christ said to me, “I don’t care where you end up, as long as you follow me. The Romans have issues with celibacy and women and control, the Episcopalians have issues with sexuality and women and chaos. Pick your poison!” In other words, there’s no perfect church. The Body of Christ pervades all of them to one degree or another; the choice is not which church has the highest degree of correctness (though that’s nice!). The choice is: Where does Christ call me to take up his cross and follow him? Even then, it’s not even a denominational “where” so much as it is a concrete one (e.g., St. Paul’s, K Street at the moment).
Now, this could change. But if it does, I’m confident that Christ’s call will have very little to do with where I’m coming from and nearly everything to do with where I’m headed next. Theologically, I make it a principle of discernment that if bitterness or hostility or anger are playing a big part in a contemplated transition, that is more likely to be a temptation to escape than a call to mission.
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I appreciate this comment, Father. If only more Episcopalians would “inwardly digest” and meditate on this.
As my mother used to say, “If you ever find the perfect Church, don’t think about joining it….you would only spoil the perfection”.
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